Day 18 08-11-2012
I didn’t write much today. I spent a lot of time with
with my 2nd cousin and his wife who will be gone in the morning. Going to miss them, it has
been great having some company and reconnecting with family. Feeling kind of
down that they are leaving.
Today I was focused and asked again for the name of the spirit that guides me and
I got the full name.
I asked if it was a guide or my higher self, it is my higher
self… my soul, my spirit guiding my body. I asked if it was an anagram for
something and was told yes. he wouldn’t tell me what, so I figured it
out. Made Aeon. Aeon being latin for “being” “life” “age” or “for eternity.” It
fit quite well… my spirit chose a name that means “Made for eternity” I like
that.
We connected and talked a bit today, he gave me a message to
give to the girl which was, to write her intentions down, because it becomes
one step closer to reality for a manifestation. I thought it was good advice.
I did get a layout going for part 2 of my novel. Glad for that.
Anyway, more reading then bed.
Day 19 08-12-2012
Today my higher self and I had some more conversations. I have questions
for him too… need to really get good at the connection.
Talked to the girl this morning while I was having coffee.
It was really great talking with her as usual. She commented that the advice
that my higher self wanted to give her was the way that she manifested her business
and so she’s been doing it. Proud of her. She is seeing signs already. J
I spent the day writing “The Three Kingdoms” it needs a lot
of editing and help, but I did 16000 words today. Almost double what I have
prior to now. Crazy how much I can write if I just do it all day. I am getting
so good at this I can do something else, many other things actually, while I
follow my thought flow onto paper. It’s getting easier.
My problem is that I want to go home to celebrate with the
love of my life… but, you know? I don’t feel like I have a home to go back to.
I feel sad about that. Not sure what to do about it… but I suppose, keep going
the way I am going. Maybe I will manifest my home tomorrow.
So of my objectives for the man quest three are complete.
#1: Self discovery on the road, burying old baggage and
resolving my failures. Check.
#2. Write a novel. Check.
#3. Become 100% self. Check.
Now just two novels to go, and resolving the feelings I have, one way or the other and I am done. If I write 15000 words a day,
I can write those two novels in 10 days. How cool would that be? J
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