Day 28 journal
“Neither howling wind nor
pouring rain, not blistered hands nor daunting pain
Neither frigid air nor
burning sun, were my wheels gone I would fucking run
The thousand miles between
our hearts, on this map only inches apart
Far as we are, know this to
be true, every road that I wander leads back to you.”
I decided I am going to head out next week. My spiritual growth, complete here at the
ranch. I will finish book 2 this week and maybe start on the next, after I get
my tire mounted I will split. I don’t really want to head back necessarily, but
I don’t want to stay anymore. The solitude is great, and productive, but I
don’t feel as though I can grow here anymore. So it is time to go.
Day 30 journal
I finished the sequel to my first book yesterday. It’s good, very good. I have been getting
great feedback about my work. They love it, and I
am pleased. J
So I could be a writer for a living. I produce quality work very quickly and
may as well enjoy the life I want.
So what to do? I mentioned 2
days ago that I am am leaving, but I really don’t want to go. I
need to leave on Monday regardless, and will… that said, I may take a longer
route home, I may not. I may go east, I may not. Who the hell knows? What I do
know is, I love being at the ranch and living on the road. It’s awesomely fun.
I got an apartment I need to
get going 3rd week of September and need to be around to sign a life
insurance agreement on the 5th… so bleh. I kind of hate it. I want
to sell books so I can keep traveling. It is what stimulates me. Motorcycle is
awesome, RV would be awesome too… plane, train, whatever.
I am trying to get over this
girl who I haven’t spoken to in a week now. It gets easier with no contact for
sure… but I feel like it might snap back the minute we talk. I don’t know what
it’s like for her right now, but us not talking is hard. I makes me think that
maybe we’re done for good… or at least, for now.
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